natoshas blog

You maybe expecting to see alot of stuff here, because you have a wider vision of what life is than what it actually is? Yes, life can be so many things but we should understand that life doesn't mean so many things. It simply means living. The day you understand that life is all about living, is the day you will understand that life isn't actually hard like we think. If you are to look at all the problems we are facing that makes life really hard for us, what do you think could be the easiest way of overcoming them. You can imagine a situation whereby some people are dying of hunger yet other people are throwing leftovers to the dogs, continue and look at a situation where someone is owning over 3 private jets yet there are some kids who hardly afford a small book and a pen to walk to class and sit into a classroom, how about in cases where someone will fall sick to an extent of hardly affording treatment yet when that same person dies, people are willing to offer ...

Because at times we tried and failed, maybe, this time, we needed to add a little more effort, we had to count the stakes before we could actually put them at stake, all I wanted at that moment, was to sleep, and maybe never wake up, If it so happened that I wake up, I wanted to be in different world, where noone knew me and also where I didn't know anyone, I wanted to start something new, deep down, I wanted to start afresh. However, I knew that, I had come to the end of the road, If horses were wishes, I wasn't owning anything, I had to face it, either I was supposed to grab the bull by it's horns and risk the danger of being brought down or jhus give up and lie in it's misery. Deep down, I wanted to get up and beat the odds, but where was the motivation, I was losing it, all of it, and it was catching up with me, and I couldn't hold on much longer, I had to find the quickest and most probably, easiest, because even the hardest, I wasn't so sure ab...

Well, the first time to get into a relationship, I didn't like this guy. I dunno what pushed me to say yes, I guess I wanted to know what it felt like, and damn, I lived to regret it. I couldn't keep into a relationship with this guy because I had no feelings for him. Yes, I always liked talking to him, but still, I think that was what was in it for me. I couldn't vision a greater picture than this of a relationship. I didn't tell him that I had quit, I just went silent. He made efforts to talk to me, but I always turned him down. I didn't have anything to say to him. I was unaware of what he was feeling, maybe if I knew what it felt like then, I wouldn't have tortured him. I used to see him crying, but all this meant nothing to me, at times I thought, it was just for show. So I just continued enjoying my life as usual, always relaxed, not having to think about any stress of a relationship, because back then, it literally meant nothing to me. I didn...

And so the year started,we were so excited with so many smiles on our faces. for we anticipated the full reopening of the country after the terriffic monster covid had hit us so bad. little did we know that this was just the beginning.for the hard times were ahead, only a few families could survive a meal a day. most kids didnt go back to school when they were opened because they coudnt afford tuition for the incoming semester,even those who managed to report back, most of them spent their days on an empty stomach for they could hardly manage a meal.so many doubts were what kind of eduction are we getting with so hungry minds. there was hardly and concetretion for the stomachs coud be grambling morning to evening. we all stared at the moon each night for we hoped the days could run faster and we get to february,maybe some light may shine there.holding onto this hopeless hope, we survive everyday because we have the energy in our hearts that pushes us everyday.having a thoug...