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Because at times we tried and failed, maybe, this time, we needed to add a little more effort, we had to count the stakes before we could actually put them at stake, all I wanted at that moment, was to sleep, and maybe never wake up, If it so happened that I wake up, I wanted to be in different world, where noone knew me and also where I didn't know anyone, I wanted to start something new, deep down, I wanted to start afresh. However, I knew that, I had come to the end of the road, If horses were wishes, I wasn't owning anything, I had to face it, either I was supposed to grab the bull by it's horns and risk the danger of being brought down or jhus give up and lie in it's misery. Deep down, I wanted to get up and beat the odds, but where was the motivation, I was losing it, all of it, and it was catching up with me, and I couldn't hold on much longer, I had to find the quickest and most probably, easiest, because even the hardest, I wasn't so sure ab...

Well, the first time to get into a relationship, I didn't like this guy. I dunno what pushed me to say yes, I guess I wanted to know what it felt like, and damn, I lived to regret it. I couldn't keep into a relationship with this guy because I had no feelings for him. Yes, I always liked talking to him, but still, I think that was what was in it for me. I couldn't vision a greater picture than this of a relationship. I didn't tell him that I had quit, I just went silent. He made efforts to talk to me, but I always turned him down. I didn't have anything to say to him. I was unaware of what he was feeling, maybe if I knew what it felt like then, I wouldn't have tortured him. I used to see him crying, but all this meant nothing to me, at times I thought, it was just for show. So I just continued enjoying my life as usual, always relaxed, not having to think about any stress of a relationship, because back then, it literally meant nothing to me. I didn...

And so the year started,we were so excited with so many smiles on our faces. for we anticipated the full reopening of the country after the terriffic monster covid had hit us so bad. little did we know that this was just the beginning.for the hard times were ahead, only a few families could survive a meal a day. most kids didnt go back to school when they were opened because they coudnt afford tuition for the incoming semester,even those who managed to report back, most of them spent their days on an empty stomach for they could hardly manage a meal.so many doubts were what kind of eduction are we getting with so hungry minds. there was hardly and concetretion for the stomachs coud be grambling morning to evening. we all stared at the moon each night for we hoped the days could run faster and we get to february,maybe some light may shine there.holding onto this hopeless hope, we survive everyday because we have the energy in our hearts that pushes us everyday.having a thoug...

  The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. - ... The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing. - ... Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. ... If life were predictable it would cease to be life, and be without flavor. -

  TEEN 15 Things To Accomplish As A Teenager By  Jessica Kane 08/14/2014 09:31am EDT  |  Updated  December 6, 2017 Give yourselves a pat on the back, guys --  teens are working harder today  than ever before (but you already knew that). The problem is, between attending school, maintaining your social life and planning your future, this leaves little time for you to just do you. However, no matter how busy you are, there's a few last-minute ideas to check off your bucket list before the big 2-0. But remember, these are just suggestions. After all, you still have 10 years of your twenties if your teen years prove too busy. 1. Learn to drive. Driving allows for one of the sweetest perks of growing up: a sense of freedom. Public transportation, biking and hitching rides are easy ways to get around, but being in control of a car gives you responsibility and independence you can't find anywhere else. Plus, if you put it off now, it will be much harder to le...